Scream

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Poem by me

Sometimes I go outside

deep into the evergreen trees

just to scream

until my lungs hurt

I scream until

 I feel numb and sore at the same time

I scream until 

everything I hate or love rearranges itself

I scream until

someone finds me in this chaos

but days go by

no one finds me

I scream because I'm lonely

I cry because I scream

Why scream?

It hurts worse than crying

and everyone can hear it

except you, you never hear it

even when I scream louder than thunder

you ignore it like your deaf

so I just keep screaming 

and then I hear it

it took me awhile to notice

but I heard it

your scream

it was so loud you couldn't hear mine

so finally I stop

and think

should I go to you?

your screams are a call

they need an answer

you stop screaming

and I know its my chance for you to hear

here's my answer

so I scream

Top 10 Tuesday

Every Tuesday The Broke and The Bookish hosts Top Ten Tuesday. Click the link below to visit it. http://brokeandbookish.blogspot.com/search/label/Top%20Ten%20Tuesday

This weeks theme is...

Top 10- Books I want to reread.

10. The Hunger Games By Suzanna Collins

9. Gone By Micheal Grant

8. Impossible By Nancy Werlin

7. Tricks By Ellen Hopkins

6. Balefire By Cate Tiernan

5. The Host By Stephenie Meyer

4. Marked By P.C. Cast

3. The Forest Of Hands And Teeth By Carrie Ryan

2. Rot and Ruin By Jonathon Maberry

1. Prophecy of the Sisters By Michelle Zink

I strongly recommend all of these!



Giveaways

I decided to go on a giveaway spree. :)
That's means I look for giveaways on the blogs I follow.
Here are some you should check out!

http://yalitwit.blogspot.com/2011/09/banned-books-week-giveaway-hop.html

September 24th at midnight, and ending at 12:01am on October 2nd

http://shawn-kirsten-maravel.blogspot.com/2011/09/jody-gehrman-interview-giveaway-us.html

The giveaway will last for two weeks from September 26th, 2011- October 3rd, 2011!

http://vogue-pentopaper.blogspot.com/2011/09/100-follower-international-giveaway.html

The giveaway will run from 25/09/2011 - 09/10/2011 at 22:00 GMT

http://thepaperbackheart.blogspot.com/2011/09/forgive-mekind-of-new.html

This giveaway will be open from September 18, 2011 to October 18, 2011

http://kathyanncoleman.blogspot.com/2011/09/post-of-awesome-giveaway-carrier-of.html

Entry for this giveaway will end at 12:00 p.m. EST on Monday, October 3rd 2011.

http://yainfatuation.blogspot.com/2011/09/glow-by-amy-kathleen-ryan-giveaway.html

Contest ends September 30th

Good luck!

Sorrow Infection

I eat sorrow
like an obese white man.
I drink it in
and let it loll across my tongue.
I don't savor it
becuase its deadly.
The sorrow sinks into my skin
and lays spider eggs that haunt my brain.
I get bigger and bigger
until the sorrow inside me explodes.
It will explode into thousands of spiders
that will crawl to the next victom.
All that's left is an empty shell
becuase the sorrow infection has defeated me.
The sorrow infection,
are you next?

Poem inspired by- 

 The Sorrow King by Anderson Prunty

Read this:

Who is the sorrow king?
He is carved from wood and bone.
He smells like wax, dead leaves, and memories.
He travels by moonlight and drinks the sorrow of others.

When You Called

 



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Poem by me



When I called
you didn't pick-up
left me hangin
like a lost pup

When I called
No one was there
I told myself
thats not fair

When I called
you left the phone
after that
I felt so alone

When I called
you didn't talk
I hung up
went for a walk

When you called
I wasn't there
you knew becuase
I didn't care

Symphony Of A Snake




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Poem by me



It slithers around my heart

squeezing choking

dying heart

all whole new species

Heart Breaker Python

help I cry

nothing comes out

Your tail caresses my face

sickening

I shudder and your grip tightens

My breaths grow shorter

My heart beats rise faster

My mind swirls in the chaos

You evil snake

You nasty little creature

I laugh at your pity

I laugh at nothing

Your venom seeps into my skin

destroying me

destroying us

I was once a snake

my snake song grew short

my hiss went dark

I saw light

I saw my kills

I saw my trail of broken hearts

Then, I saw you

Lonely snake hiding

I let you free

It wasn't long till

you were killing me



Peaceful Sleep

You know its oddly peaceful,
when you know your going to die.
I think of birds and angels,
becuase like them I want to fly.

Because someday I believe,
will all my poor dying heart,
everybody gets a chance to fly,
from the world that they part.

I hope GOD greets me and,
lets me in his golden wings.
Maybe I'll be an angel with,
a voice so beautiful it rings.

Of course I will miss you,
but I really think its time.
Thats why I'm explaining this,
in a four line rhyme.

I know your going to cry,
just like all sadness makes you do.
I really just wanted you to know,
I really loved you too.

I had a happy life,
full of laughs, love, and smiles.
Even when life got bad,
we kept going on for miles.

Please don't blame GOD,
or people or even you!
I'm so sorry, I saw this coming,
all this time I knew.

It's gonna be peaceful,
i'll go while I sleep.
I won't feel a thing,
becuase love is in me deep.

Becareful out there becuase you,
never know what you could see.
Sometimes life is dangerous,
but your hope is the key.

I'm getting really sleepy now,
so i'll stop and let this be.
Please always love and never forget,
the hopeful heart that was me.

Freedom of The Wind

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Poem by me.

Freedom of the wind
blowing through my hair
spirits whisper my name
without a single care

Freedom of the wind
soft swaying of trees
gentle draft of sunshine
a warm calm breeze

Freedom of the wind
don't stop the tranquil blow
leaves roll by my feet
with everywhere to go

Freedom of the wind
unintelligable words
only moments wind waits
to glide with the birds

The Life



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Poem by me

 The whispered wind cried to stop,

The humans who always said,

The voices that I hear at night,

The screams inside my head.

The memories that push our thoughts,

The pain it takes to stay,

The hate that passes most,

The love to hope and pray.

The wish for the greatest goal,

The pleas out in the dark,

The moments when we cry,

The fire when it sparks.

The family that we stay with,

The friends we all seek,

The nights when we ran away,

The stairs that always creak.

The arms that hold me,

The tissue that drys my tears,

The pillow where I lay my head,

The journal that keeps my fears.

The life we all seek,

The life we all love and hate,

The life we want to change,

The life that's too late.

The Raven Calls



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Poem by me



The

Raven

Calls

Run or hide Afraid to look Death in the eye

The
Raven
Calls

Your Hands are tied Caught in its hook You might die

The
Raven
Calls

Where can you run It will always find you

The

Raven

Calls

The chase is never done Can't get a clue

The
Raven
Calls

I cried out Can't you see?

The
Raven

Calls

Too bad the raven Is me!

Save Me



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Poem by me



I fell nine days

Nine days of endless fall from the haven above.

My broken wings cannot take flight.

Nine days of my whispered screams.

I cry for help but no one can save me.

Nine days of falling through stars.

I feel like I am shattered already.

Nine days to wait for my crunched bones.

When I reach the final day I cry raindrops.

Nine days to think about the beginning of my end.

When the end comes I brake every bone in my body.

This time I cry so loud that someone comes to me.

It is you.

You pick me up and fold my feathered white wings.

No longer beautiful but torn beyond help.

You say, "Poor angel. I will save you."

What you don't know is I'm your gaurdian angel.

I am here to save you.

Throw My Heart Away



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Poem by me



Throw my heart away.

I crave the pain. Complete loneliness.

I wanna fall into a pit of misery.

Where I can cry and do whatever and nobody can stop me.

No whispers. Just screams.

My skin gets goosebumps and I feel every pore in my body yell out,

Hate!

It fuels my fire, churns my soul.

Without it I would wither, but I could do without my heart

So when I give up and give my heart to you.

Save me. Save yourself.

Throw my heart away.

I would rather suffer alone in my mess

then drag you through it forever.

You probably have questions but there isn't any answers.

I put up a wall to surround myself in my angst.

This wall seperates us. This wall seperates me from everybody.

If only you could understand.

So please please please,

Throw my heart away.

And when you do try not to listen to my

wails of agony. I don't need help.

I lie, I try, I die inside.

If you know what is good for you,

Throw my fucking heart away.

Or I'll do it for you.