Lonely Depression

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Poem by me

Dreamless

Sucked down the drain
wringed out like a rag
thrown away
into the trash
buried under discarded
memories and dreams

I run to get away from
pills beyond pills
with empty promises of redemption
hidden in my skin
I lie I try I die inside

no smiles
twisted
crushed days, stolen wishes
my heart dreams of escape
the pain drips out of my soul
help it screams
but i'm too empty to answer

I dissipate into
a crumpeled ball on the floor
left to crawl out of nightmares
calling out your name
you don't listen

I try to get up
will myself to go on
then
I see your face
I see your dreams
I see my void, my black soul
you will do better without me
so I fall
don't catch me